Its been awhile....too long.
And its not as if we are not trying...on top of our much busy lives.
I had to take sometime to get over B...we went and picked B up to move back, took her to Florida and North Carolina with us but from the second we picked her up, it was just not the same! She was living with us, talking to other women, talking to other men...after i gave her a commitment ring. So she had to go, it was interferring with my marriage and I couldnt have that.
I miss and love her always but i have more respect for myself and my husband to put up with that.
After a long 6 months of trying to forget the whole thing I have realized I will never but I can move on.
My husband began talking to A, she works at a local gas station but I cannot lie even though she was attractive I was still hesitant on how I would feel being with another woman....but I conceded that I would never know until it happened.
From the get go A was understanding of our lifestyle and had been with other couples. Even though she had expressed sex is just sex from day 1, we took it slow to get to know who she really was. Didnt take long for the true colors to show and that this single mom was taking everything she could from people. We are the most giving people but this lifestyle is about sex and having fun...and this was not going in that direction. All of a sudden we got that "I own this pussy" attitude and playing games...we will not chase the pussy. This is not just for us to enjoy but the other person too.....a mutual satisfaction but it became about her really quickly and that doesnt fly with us....so we had to let her go.
Not sure why people make this so complicated ... But the hunt must go on...
Hoping I have some juicer details to write sbout very soon!
