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S in the house

Its been awhile since I wrote, so I have to go back a bit.  Over the winter I did finally have S come over to the house to fuck me....well my husband had a big hand in it and thought maybe it could become an every once in awhile "thing" ;) 
I was up in the bedroom, just a robe on.  He came up in the room and removed his clothes crawled up beside me.  He kissed me on the neck and my lips. He wasted no time in reaching between my legs to massage my clit.  I came several times and we were def worked up quickly.  He rolled me over and entered from behind,  but I was completely laying on my stomach.  He was def hitting the spot and I came a few more times during sex.
These details aren't as wonderful as my others because unfortunately I waited to write this and since he never wrote or called me again, well...it is what it is.   I wondered a lot if he expected more of a freak.  I can be conservative at times, specially upon the first meeting and I don't know it just seems I was more reserved then usual.
Onto the present...we haven't had a chance to go anywhere or even play since winter...I have been waiting for my husband to get his chance and it seems he has finally found someone.  This is gonna sound crazy coming from a swinger...imagine that?  But women seem to take alittle more finessing then men.  You know I love watching my husband fuck other women..helloooo   But the seduction, it feels strange.  Am I the only one who feels this way?  Should I even feel this way?  I trust my husband more then he thinks or will ever realize, but I also know women...  And this feeling isn't jealousy, though I am a Leo and used to having and needed a lot of attention...but its not that its that.  I don't know.  We are all planning to go to the club this weekend in Fort Wayne, and so we will see how this all plays out.....
Guess I will need atleast a bottle to deal with all this....sometimes I think like a man, but have emotions like a girl...which totally sucks!!

Break is over....??

I wasnt sure I would be back in the lifestyle, wasnt sure if I to...
I have a kinda post script to my last published post.  I just posted it the other day but wrote.it bk in Nov, 2014...guess i never hit the publish button...hmmm, def human error.
Sooooo before "the break" i had wrote a single guy-"S" and expressed interest in meeting him.  He had wrote me but by then my husband and I had decided to take a break...
Thoughout the last couple months I would ask him about other women..if he found them attractive or would like to fuck them.  He would 9 times out of 10 indicate he would. So i knew the lifestyle wasnt dead in our relationship, though the break was nice for a bit..concentrating on our family and ourselves. 
My husband also began asking me about S and if I was interested in fucking him...I was, but being respectful to our relationship I would have never entered back into the lifesytle without mu husband.  Wr entered together and the allure of the lifestyle is really just my husband being a part of it, whether its interacting or just watching.  He started pressing me about S, and i indicated at that point i couldnt just jump back with a single guy, i have more respect for our relationship.  I started to q at that time if I ever could....
We discussed this in depth and all the talking aroused my senses more and more. I understand when he tells me that me being aroused by another man is a turn on. 
Well i finaly let go and S stopped by the other night before work so I could meet him.  He a nice, down to earth guy that I may just have to fuck ;)  I hugged him when he left and he got a couple handfuls of ass...and made it a point to meet up again.
After, my husband and I were sitting on the couch..he pulled me on top of him and I began to grind my pussy on his cock, we kissed {have I mentioned how much it turns me on?}
Softly...then alittle rougher, sucking on his tonque.  My pussy was flowing! I pulled off my skirt and climbed up upon his face, and rode it like a cowgirl.  I came a few times, and one was a different kind of orgasism..just more vaginal, and niiiiccceee! I then backed down onto his cock.  Eiding him slow and steady at first with the rhythm of a flowing ocean within my pelvis...rocking and rolling.  Then speeding up to take in his whole cock as deep as I could thrusting faster and faster.  All i could hear as my husband came too is the suction made as my cum soaked our bodies.