S in the house

Its been awhile since I wrote, so I have to go back a bit.  Over the winter I did finally have S come over to the house to fuck me....well my husband had a big hand in it and thought maybe it could become an every once in awhile "thing" ;) 
I was up in the bedroom, just a robe on.  He came up in the room and removed his clothes crawled up beside me.  He kissed me on the neck and my lips. He wasted no time in reaching between my legs to massage my clit.  I came several times and we were def worked up quickly.  He rolled me over and entered from behind,  but I was completely laying on my stomach.  He was def hitting the spot and I came a few more times during sex.
These details aren't as wonderful as my others because unfortunately I waited to write this and since he never wrote or called me again, well...it is what it is.   I wondered a lot if he expected more of a freak.  I can be conservative at times, specially upon the first meeting and I don't know it just seems I was more reserved then usual.
Onto the present...we haven't had a chance to go anywhere or even play since winter...I have been waiting for my husband to get his chance and it seems he has finally found someone.  This is gonna sound crazy coming from a swinger...imagine that?  But women seem to take alittle more finessing then men.  You know I love watching my husband fuck other women..helloooo   But the seduction, it feels strange.  Am I the only one who feels this way?  Should I even feel this way?  I trust my husband more then he thinks or will ever realize, but I also know women...  And this feeling isn't jealousy, though I am a Leo and used to having and needed a lot of attention...but its not that its that.  I don't know.  We are all planning to go to the club this weekend in Fort Wayne, and so we will see how this all plays out.....
Guess I will need atleast a bottle to deal with all this....sometimes I think like a man, but have emotions like a girl...which totally sucks!!

Break is over....??

I wasnt sure I would be back in the lifestyle, wasnt sure if I to...
I have a kinda post script to my last published post.  I just posted it the other day but wrote.it bk in Nov, 2014...guess i never hit the publish button...hmmm, def human error.
Sooooo before "the break" i had wrote a single guy-"S" and expressed interest in meeting him.  He had wrote me but by then my husband and I had decided to take a break...
Thoughout the last couple months I would ask him about other women..if he found them attractive or would like to fuck them.  He would 9 times out of 10 indicate he would. So i knew the lifestyle wasnt dead in our relationship, though the break was nice for a bit..concentrating on our family and ourselves. 
My husband also began asking me about S and if I was interested in fucking him...I was, but being respectful to our relationship I would have never entered back into the lifesytle without mu husband.  Wr entered together and the allure of the lifestyle is really just my husband being a part of it, whether its interacting or just watching.  He started pressing me about S, and i indicated at that point i couldnt just jump back with a single guy, i have more respect for our relationship.  I started to q at that time if I ever could....
We discussed this in depth and all the talking aroused my senses more and more. I understand when he tells me that me being aroused by another man is a turn on. 
Well i finaly let go and S stopped by the other night before work so I could meet him.  He a nice, down to earth guy that I may just have to fuck ;)  I hugged him when he left and he got a couple handfuls of ass...and made it a point to meet up again.
After, my husband and I were sitting on the couch..he pulled me on top of him and I began to grind my pussy on his cock, we kissed {have I mentioned how much it turns me on?}
Softly...then alittle rougher, sucking on his tonque.  My pussy was flowing! I pulled off my skirt and climbed up upon his face, and rode it like a cowgirl.  I came a few times, and one was a different kind of orgasism..just more vaginal, and niiiiccceee! I then backed down onto his cock.  Eiding him slow and steady at first with the rhythm of a flowing ocean within my pelvis...rocking and rolling.  Then speeding up to take in his whole cock as deep as I could thrusting faster and faster.  All i could hear as my husband came too is the suction made as my cum soaked our bodies. 

Taking a break....

Whats to say except maybe it was time...there is a lot going on and has been in our household and a lot of unknown rules that didn't apply to me but applied to my husband....which isn't fair to either of us.  I can see that over time hes given me a lot of leeway to do things I wanted and me being the rebel I have always been just kinda assumed it was all ok. 
Swinging is complicated....it always has been but we've been careful to attempt to not make any mistakes to keep our relationship solid.  And that is #1 before anything.  So I respect any wishes he asks and vice versa.
That's about all I can say right now.....our future with swinging is undetermined...and that's ok. 
Because like I said before #1 is us and our family and our business and last in line to all else that matters is swinging.

Halloween Partay 2014

Love, Love, Love Halloween, so these types of parties are right up my alley!  If I don't have a million costumes for the clubs, and a million more for just Halloween, but always club theme appropriate too ;) 
We invited just a small group of friends over to our party and thought it would be better this way to get to know each other and just hang out and see who, if anyone clicks.  R & T, D & K, D & E and another couple, she was M...and sorry I am just not always good with names :(  The other couples had either been to our parties, we had dinner/drinks with or hung with them at other parties. ...so my apologies to them.
I had been emailing D (of D & K)...lord too D's now I have to specify...anyways for a couple weeks before the party.  They do not full swap and that's ok but I wanted to know their boundaries because she had expressed interest in my husband and so I was trying to get what exactly their rules were....so anyways basically we were told he didn't play at all and she could do what she felt was right, and of course with him there...ok.  This had to be mentioned so one could understand the complexity of swinging sometimes and for this specific situation.
So I had the house decorated, the food made, and we had made our costumes this year...as if anyone cares about costumes when were are all trying to get someone else out of theirs...lol  But I had Day of the Dead costumes...turned out pretty cool, if I say so myself.
D & K were the first ones to arrive.  She is very quiet and him, not so much.  But one has to compliment the other.  I took her to be more submissive of a woman then I am used to, but again I wasn't really looking at her in that manner, except a possible fuck for my husband...she is not bisexual...maybe bi curious you do me kinda thing.  But I really like the total interaction you get with women...I am by no means selfish, but its very erotic when two women are both into the sexuality of the whole thing.  R & T then showed up...at first they had indicated they couldn't make it and they are a great couple.  But R and I had attempted to hook up 2x before this and guess we knew this was it, after 2 yrs of foreplay....we were going to be fucking that night. Oh yes.  But it posed a dilemma for my husband because he had already been with T before and really enjoys her...oh as do I, just for the record ;0  But already had kinda put a bug in K's ear about interest in her.  Wow...for many men this is not a dilemma in theory, but in reality most men cannot fuck multiple times in a row.  And though my husband could it would take some time in between...
Well D & K sat on each side of me on the couch and K put her arm around me...I was alittle perplexed with her seeming so submissive but taking that move....and not truly being bisexual.  I just didn't know what this chick was up to.  Was I thinking about it too hard?  A few other couples arrived and we all made our way to the kitchen, chatting, drinking, snacking.  A few of us went outside to smoke...it was a warm night...perfect. We had the Jacuzzi running and ready to go.  So my husband light a fire and we all sat out there and talked.  Meanwhile D & K went in the Jacuzzi.  This is the difficult thing, I wasn't interested in being with her in that way, but my husband was and we play together...that's the sexy thing about swinging, watching himself enjoying sex.  But as hosts we couldn't just leave everyone sitting outside.  They were pushing it alittle fast.  They asked me to get in at one time and it looked wonderful, but again everyone was still there and just hanging out having a good time...so I need to play hostess, and my husband felt like I was excluded when they asked him. We discussed it and I was ok with it all regardless.
While inside D & E came in and at one point my husband asked to see E's tits...she attempted to pull them out of her shirt and it was tight and she indicated she couldn't get them out.  I call bullshit.  Sorry but where is the swinging of the 70's boy I missed out because I would have fit right in.  I have no reservations about showing my body, letting people touch me etc....I don't know, just not uptight like a lot of people these days.  Its a lot of work to find a couple where everything is just right with all.
About 1230-1am the other couples left...leaving us, R & T and D & K....I was like ok hows this gonna work. My husband never fucked K yet...and T still wants him to fuck her....now hes out of time and screwed.  Again I was in the kitchen hanging with Rick...just kinda teasing him and we were seeing how it was all going to work out.  He rubbed my ass, but he was doing that on and off through the evening. ;0  I pulled up his toga and he was naked...I began rubbing his cock.  He was playing rubbing my pussy and T came in and was talking to us across the table and she could hear how wet I had become.  My husband came in and I bent forward to suck his cock and rub my pussy against R's cock.  That was nice, mfm is always nice.
K had tried out the sybian, and I had told her husband to let my husband handle the controls...we've owned it for awhile and him and I both know ...mine more from usage what works and whats best.  Her husband handled the control. And she was moaning and came.  T then indicated that she wanted to try it, so R, T and myself went to the living room and she let my husband take the controls.  At first I sat with R and watched, but I couldn't resist sucking on those lovely nipples of T's...yummy! 
 After which I came back to R and he sucked on my nipples getting my pussy super wet and his wife slid between my legs and licked my clit and lips til I came. I sucked on R's cock...and then he moved me to the couch and slid down between my legs making me cum until I couldn't even remember how many times.
I watched my husband play with K, as her husband D was fucking her.  My husband then came up and sat beside me and cocked one leg up on his shoulder.  I have to say I prefer to be able to touch my husband even if its just here and there...what a total turn on.  T began to suck my husbands cock. I enjoyed watching that for sure.  I love sucking cock and enjoy watching it.
T came up beside me and I played with her clit and rubbed her pussy til it was soaked.  I was moaning, T was moaning....we were rockin that shit.
R indicated he could eat my pussy all night long, he did and it felt good as a mofo! 
I crawled on top of R and guided him deep within my very wet and hot pussy. I rode him slow and rode him fast and hard.  R grabbed me by my hair and positioned me where he wanted to me. I glance over many times to see my husband and T fucking...it was always a different position.
You know my husband was in such a dilemma but things always work out for the best.  Always a good time at one of our Halloween Partays!!!
Lets do it again...next yr.  Oh the sex, much sooner but def a 3rd annual Halloween party! :)

Rumours @Club Princeton...

Invited to Club Princeton.....to host a party!!! 
 I was soooo excited! Little ol me..hmmmm  I was now stepping into the big leagues.  I didn't know what I had coming, but I did know I was ready to host parties again.
The thing about hosting though...is the anxiety you have about people showing and interacting.  And see after doing Rumours parties....they were always soooo just like I expected....even if everyone didn't want to have sex with each other....they atleast were interacting and making friends. It was very social and very sexy if nothing more....
The night we went to Princeton...Murphy's Law set in..if something could go wrong it did.  But we pressed on through a flat tire on the way and only getting there a 1/2 hr before the party started.  We had offered a special rate for early arrival....and only a few couples took advantage of it. 
This is the thing....the people at Club Princeton I met were very nice, BUT I was very disappointed in our NW Ohio showing.  I guess I expected the support more from them then anyone and we got very little.  Look I understand that people have plans and other reasons for not being able to show.  But only a select few wrote us to even tell us.   I even understand its a ride to Columbus and back for an evening.  I just know we could have knocked their socks off and people just didn't come through.  I have had a million people ask if and when we are re-opening in Lima and I think its probably safe to say that's the way to go because even though we heard a lot of people say they were worried about running into people they knew....there are also a lot of people who want to stay local and not spend $100+ for a night out and then not even have the guarantee of finding someone else to play.  We never do have that but the cheaper it is to find that out...the better.   Regardless of play, at Rumours we all seemed to be a family and my husband and myself always made sure everyone had a good time!!
We do have plans to go back to Club Princeton in 2015 but in the meantime....we are pressing on to find a place NW Ohio can come together~~!!!!

3 Men....and ME!

My husband invited his buddy, Jc from out of town to stay with us a couple days...he was off work on vacation...so the first night, there was a lot of this and that between them.  Knew they were up to something....and that's ok in my book.  Another man who works for my husband was here...J...LOL  I cooked up some bbq chicken on the grill w/corn on the cob.  We all had a few drinks....my husband also had invited T over.  We all sat around the fire for awhile...and finally went inside for some extra curricular activities....
T sat with J and next thing I knew she was giving J a blowjob until she swallowed all he had.
I had went in to take a bath, and she came into say goodbye.  She sat beside my garden tub and rubbed my nipples and played with my pussy a bit.  My husband came into watch and so did J.  It was a turn on for me, as usual to be watched. I looked up and watched them touching themselves watching me in the bath.
I washed and got out, went to the kitchen to smoke a cig.  While I was sitting on a chair in the kitchen. J came up and kneeled in front of me, spread my legs and started gently licking my pussy.  I became wet instantly.  Theres one thing a woman can't deny...getting your pussy licked feels so damn good. My husband crept up behind me and started kissing my neck and playing with my nipple.  It wasn't long before J jumped in a began sucking on the other nipple. I could feel myself getting wetter and wetter til I thought I was going to slip and slide off the chair.  My husband then grabbed my neck and applied a little pressure.  The groaning became harder to do, as my pussy got wetter then its ever been.
I then moved to the living room floor, Jc again was between my legs licking up my cum, when he flipped me over on my stomach and began to lick my asshole and pussy.  Shit....writing about it is getting me wet all over again....anyways.  My husband and J were again playing with my nipples, kissing me and rubbing my clit.  I came again and again...and again.
I rolled over and Jc entered my pussy with his cock.  Hes alittle larger then the average man, but nothing I can't handle.  He had me on my back, legs cocked up and entered sideways.  It felt good and at one point I thought he was going to make me squirt. He was gentle...think hes just been told so many times that he hurt them, but I was backing down on it to make sure he knew I could take what he had. 

My time is valuable....

If I could make the above statement flash I would...shit I am not complaining, but....ok I am alittle bit.  I just wish people would value and respect my time as much as their's. 
I had two incidents in the last two weeks that I just had to walk away from because I am really funny about my time with my family and vanilla friends...
The first a friend of mine called me and asked if I could come over to their house and have a 3some with them to surprise them for their anniversary.  I was hesitant because my husband and I are full swap same room.  But he does trust me and this is something as a single woman I have never done...been the 3rd in a 3some w/a couple.  Anyways I worked 7a-7p that day and asked if we could do it the next day.  T indicated to me she only had a sitter for that night.  So I agreed, I came home exhausted, took a long bath and got dressed..make up the whole 9 yards....then I waited, and waited and waited.  I was suppose to go over at 9pm...and I was getting tired then, but still up for it.  T texted me and the kids were still there, so she said she would text me when they left.  She ended up texting me back at 10:30p...and she was ready.  Lord have mercy.  Needless to say I couldn't help it I was almost asleep on the couch and I never left my couch except to go to my own bed.
The second incident was on the 4th of July.  We had met a couple online and been to a cookout at their house.  Nice couple and was only looking for g on g deal.  So I was like what the hell.  We invited them over and no distinct plan was made on time, but when my husband texted them that day...they were out of town.  Ok...shit happens, but then they texted him again and said they would be over real soon....we waited, and waited....they finally showed at 11pm.  Really we invite you to a cookout and this is the respect we get? Needless to say I sat around the fire with them for a bit, then went inside and laid down.  They soon followed but I then went up stairs to bed.
I get it everyone has a life, but that also applies to us!  ...I am giving up the pussy for free and in return hopefully having a good time myself, but I had the opportunity on the 4th of July to go to a festival myself, which I declined because I didn't want to be rude.  But we were the ones who got treated rudely.  Just tired of selfish people, and if they don't care about us and our time then I don't care about them getting pussy ;)